Disguised Blessings

Funny how brainstorming happens at the weirdest times?!! My hubby had to be up at 4am for work today, and I just couldn't go back to sleep. But Gods plan was for me to stay up and to really think about what the heck I was doing. Thankfully, what I ended up with was an awesome feeling of purpose and a WAY to many ideas . I have great momentum to go forward with the documentary, I am just trying to figure out HOW to make it all happen. I have a little "lizard" inside of me named, Mushu ( some people call them inner demons, but I like to think of mine as a mouthy little wanna-be dragon with the voice of Eddie Murphy). He likes to make me question myself, places doubt, and tells me no one is going to care about what I have to say. Nasty little brat. All of us have that inside voice telling us to have fear bc we don't know what is going to happen. GREAT NEWS though. We can totally tell them to shut it!!

Its unsettling to put yourself out there. Whether its a blog :), a new relationship, or trying for a new career, don't let your fear rule your life. Honestly, I used to be so super insecure, but by doing what scares me the most (being judged and rejected by peers) I have decided to put myself out there and just stare it right in the face. AND I AM STILL HERE.

Not going to listen to Mushu today. Instead I am going to spell check, hold my breath and publish.

erin